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<$BlogDateHeaderDate $> @ 6:22 PM

Blogging should still be regular cos it's good to note down thoughts to evaluate life ^-^

Actually I don't have many things to say ah just that recently went for mufest and it was pretty damn good so motivated to join next year!!! But I scared and not good enough also... we'll seeeeeee. Anw went with zel and during intermission she went to wish her dancers good luck which I completely understand but I was left with all the dudes and that's when I realised how few friends I made (although quality > quantity anyday). My closest friends are guys haha never thought this would happen. Anw yea zel was damn nice about it too cos she called other people to check up on me cos she scared I lonely ^-^ oh man the fluency of my writing is pathetic I wanna cry

After coming to jc I'm quite sure I changed abit like cos adapting mechanism and all... such that I'm not rlly funny anymore so sadz :( but ohwell... another thing is how I haven't read a single book in ages and my writing sux balls now sigh :((( but of course I'm thankful for all the great things and great people in my life now ^-^ happy they're here.

I miss cedar too from time to time and feel sad that we may never ever be the same again... only after the fire do you remember what you've lost (omg this is such a bad analogy I wanna stab myself) it's strange and scary how I could not imagine life without those 2 noobs but am coping and getting by well still. And so are they... all my other close friends too. There's probably a proverb or idiom or nice phrase for this but I can't muster enough vocab to bring it out. Something along the lines of how the end of life breeds life or sth... like there is always a 生路 somewhere. So we should never give up! Hehe.

In other news I'm really tired most days and I'm lagging behind in almost everything (halp) I failed my gp essay and although it's normal I guess my ego still takes a hit uh... I need to constantly remind myself to take life less seriously or I'll fall into some abyss of disrepair or something.

But on a happier note the guys team finally won today and (altho completely irrelevant) I think my friends are lucky to have me too hehe

Ok I don't think I need more details here are some pix