Hey hello.

Sports Day = Epic Fail. It rained for like 3 hrs non stop. The only thing that actually was able to happen is the jogpast -,- looks like the sky rlly doesnt wanna see them run tskk ): and then cedar became damn patriotic by like community singing national day songs for 3 hrs x) rawrr anw bougae was so damn far from ixora luhh. like 2 ends of the world. and then azrin wanted to go over but i thought can't cross over to other houses. turns out jarinda trini celine zoe were having so much fun >: tskkk ixora and garde so near ):

anw my mum came to fetch me and julia :B ! but sadly she dun let me go eat with ohya at whitesands cos she say too far >: so went to eat mac breakfast with julia (& my mum ofc). damn long never go rivervale mall alr sia. haiishh i miss rvps ): ohoh saw deannaaa, she took 86 with nad. quite fast ehhs ~ hmm but i have my mum x) went daiso walkwalk and crapped with julia. when i reached home it was like only 12/1 ?

and then i slept for 5 hours straight.

felt damn good luh, esp for a sick with flu and cough person like me. but now still have headache): or at least i feel so. hmm. and my hmwk lies undone. have to finish by tmr cos sunday sure no time one. gonna eat buffet :D and get fat. im gonna starve myself in the morning so i can eat more x) eeeeeeeeee i got so much hmwk. ohoh i wonder how is geog. i haven checked :X rawr. ehhh, w/e i shall ignore everything i just said and watch tbbt :P

bye :)

Hello i consider today as the end of the week (: anw i have a sexayye voice due to 1, sore throat ytd and 2, flu today. i personally think sore throat voice sexier cos low and husky. flu sounds veh nasal o-o


Rawrr okay. erm. Yesterday no msp budden training alr started, i scared go alone and there was some work to do so i ponned first part with trini and waited for azrin's csp. Gosh i feel bad. eeeeee i get guilty way too easily. i can't lie. okay so anw there were like only 12 ppl cos so manymany went for the jog past rehearsal o-o then there were only 6 pairs. So during 2 on 2 there's barely any resting time ): annd then played 3 on 3. OMG I SUCKED. and then i think c duno how to play or smth one, when it was OBVIOUSLY MY fault, he go scold trini. LIKE WTH. eeee i suck man ):

Had training today. Late one. i wanted to do abit lit first (at least assign things right!) but they were kinda ignoring me (aww >:) so go train first (: OMG M BALL HANDLING SUCKS I TELL YOU. everything can't one. even pullback. i was like the last during the 四折 cos of my stupid 拉球转身. ughhh. damn it. damn me. and i keep dribbling on the spot. cos i scared the opponent steal marhh. but seems like it's even easier for them to steal when im not moving. eeeeeeeeeee howwwwww ?! ohoh and jiaolian alr choosing ppl for C/B div' O: cool and scary. gosh i hope i get in. but i suck so much how ?! eeeeeeeee omg.

ok i think i shall end here. tmr sports day. and geog need to hand in by 3pm tmr if not no mark ohmygahhh. eeeeeeee wth luh ):

it's the middle of the week. i have lots of hmwk. and im blogging. how nice am i (: ? i have ta shut down the com aft this if not nth's gonna get done. okay that sounds dumb ;b anywayy...

oh in class i was singing low key and zhiyan was singing high key for certain songs heheh. i have a sexayye sorethroat voice marh (: hmmm jogging was cancelled due to sports day briefing (sports day this friday! eggcitingg :D!)

Had training today. Feels like so long never type that alr. aww ): ohh first things first. today very feww ppl like cos azrin must go ipw (blehh siyi ;P) and yurun was sick and alot of sec 2s neh come for some reason. and half the sec 3 got other commitments o-o ? anw i completely suck luh omg. and then there are new formations again. jiaolian asked us to draw it down *MAKES MENTAL NOTE* haiish anw my shooting is completely screwed. and my lay up is like omg crap. what happened to me ?! eeeeeew and my ball handling is still zomg. ahhh damn it luh. ohyaohya ~ the dsa ppl came for 2nd round. from raffles and somewhr else -the pe shirt didnt say!- anw the raffles ppl were wearing jersey. how cool :B heh they were quite pro i think. budden one of them is like either too scared or purposely act dao/stuck up. i was clearly standing there without the ball and she walked past me and gave it to her teammate. im like wth. tskkk ><> and then im supposed to kai qiu. then i duno how to throw the ball past jiaolian (he was like standing in front of trini) so my passes were like shit damnit. he said so ): haiiiiish i sucksucksucksucksucksucksuck luh. i'm scared.

Walked home with trini and azrin and celine. Potong pasir. Jarinda went serangoon. poor thing kinda lonely ): ohohoh we crapped alot and went to 7-eleven ! THE TIMEOUT WAS 1 FOR $2.20, 2 FOR $2. then me and trini were discussing which idiot would give the cashier $2.20 for one and when he give 20cents back and give another chocolate bar, decline. omg so funny luh XD ohoh then the person (conductor ?) was there at the mrt. before that azrin was openly eating her timeout (she let me buy one from her so nice right :D). andand i alr opened mine and i put it in my pocket. it was like damn obviously sticking out tskkk. but still :P then the train was so full azrin went to another carriage. celine left at kovan and trini and azrin took to sengkang with me (: ! so grow vegetable luh :) ~

Home ~ finally. then food but i'm not eating. there's work but i'm not doing. bleh. i have damn super freaking alot of hmwk to be done by today. -im so dead man- tskkk i completely wasted monday luh. there, another reason why i suck. gahhh i duno why i become liddat sia. i used to actually do my hmwk on time. like a few days before. GOSH I SUCK. ok gonna eat/bathe. then SHUT DOWN THE DAMNED COM THAT'S SO DISTRACTING. and do some reaal work.

Byeees x)

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heys. 2nd post today. to make up for the week lol.

gosh just now my com fainted/lost consciousness. firstly, can't turn on O: secondly, all the icons lost and time reset. eeeeeeeee so weird. but it's okay now *thank goodness* dun die on me again naughty lappie >:

anw went to jog just now heh :D and then ate alot. gahhhh no wonder im still so fat. omg i wanna get thinner luh. i'm like super fat ughhh. and no, i dun want muscles. they're weird and disgusting mann ~

lalala. i have nth to say so im gonna crap until the scroll thing comes out :B (i hate short posts). hmm let's see. -random stuff-

• i dun like to be the leader cos im always damn scared to be the one that cares the most. if nth is done, it's like your fault yknow. that feeling is damn horrible.
• i need to eat lesser. if not im still gonna get fatter damnit.
• i keep saying damn it. and ohmyass due to zhiyan hahah x)
• that day chor ying was flipping thru my handbook and saw some stuff i think. (no, i dun blame her. i shdnt have wrote such weird stuff o-o) anw i think it sounds like i have a bf or smth but i srsly don't. it was purely random. really.
• i feel like im not trying hard enough. how can i try harder ? ughhs.

ok the scroll thingy came out :D ! my job is done here (:

byes :B

Hello dearests :D it's been a week. somehow i dun feel like blogging (sorry azrin!) i'm lazy :B ahhh anw here's a week long post for you.

19th July 2010
hmmmm monday my only free day ~ ! but can't stay back and study cos mum came up with some duty roster thingy where im supposed to vaccuum the house (?!) soo, trini, being my MOST GROW VEGETABLEST friend ever, went home with me :D ! yay zomg she's awesome. had fun talking and crapping loads (:

20th July 2010
Had training. hmmmmm. uhuhuhuh, i can't rmb anyth ohmygosh.

21st July 2010
ermms, ohh! went for msp first. meena went somewhr and came in like 10 mins late so i was lonely ): mdm zetty says ORAL is gonna be the whole percentage for term 3. zomg luh ! i can't talk. grahhh. but anw it's basically a qns-ans thing. so it MIGHT NOT be that bad. hmmm. smsed azrin repeatedly but she still never wait for me (omg i am so sadded >:) haha jk luh it wasnt that bad (: then training, felt slack. but apparently not for them. when i came they haven water break yet sia. then trained for like 1 hr plus alr i think. tskk poor things. the first part is always the hardest..

22nd July 2010
CHINESE EXAM ! not much comment. felt slightly easier than term 1 and 2.
ORAL ! omgomg i was the first person cos shian chun cudn't go ): ! but surprisingly, in all my primary sch years of life this was the first time i wasnt that scared. maybe being the first person is a good thing. gets over and done with quickly. oh the picture was supposed to be a lecture or smth but i so gekiang go say foreign language class. tskkk im dead luh. and i didn't describe what they're wearing. there's nth much to say luh. andand the convo, i damn scared i heard the qns wrongly. ahhhhhhhh. was it learn or feel abt the computer?? gosh i duno sia. anw kavitha said i talk the longest cos the rest went to speak she still waiting O: so unlike me luh, i talk very little de siaa. hmmm anw, TRAINING! hmmm, when me and azrin got there, i think jiaolian was scolding them O: smth abt 不是怕做太少，是怕做太多.. gosh scary luh. then did new formations. kinda hard but okay once you get used to it i think o-o ohohoh ! played 3-on-3. QUITE fun. but i srsly screwed up. once i had the ball then they were like so many ppl ard. (on my side: trini, jar. other side: celine, azrin, qian yu) then i think i group with azrin too long or smth, i EXTREMELY BRAINLESSLY AND STUPIDLY threw the ball to azrin. and then she had this epic confused face which was super cute but still not enough to make up for my embarrassment. celine still said it was okay until a few seconds later when she realised it was stupid too. then me trini jarinda vs woan chin jia le shannen, shannen was guarding trini then tripped over her leg and fell i THINK. sprained her ankle O: ouch, poor thing.. anw, went home with trini, azrin, celine (: ! yay then we crappped alot agn and they bought FOOD from 7-11 daylight robbery place. ohoh, we were discussing how to not epic- faily eat it i think. zomg so funny luh. i think i saw nad on this day (:
damn it, i feel that i'm not trying my best. what happened to me ? gosh.

23rd July 2010
hmm fridayy, no msp (: ! wanted to go home with jarinda, trini, azrin, (celine, amalina?) but celine mum picking. and jarinda wait until cant wait le so she went off first. cos trini meet mr ng to ask abt smth took quite long. and azrin pack so slowww ~ hahaa anw as usual talktalktalk luhhs.

on a side note, i shd srsly stop lending ppl money. i can barely keep track luh. and im broke also yknow ): and, i need to put in more effort for bball..

kay done bye peeps ^^

P/S: i opened the chocs qian yu gave (yes, just opened) and it exploded ): now its furry and all over the place..

Hey my dears. Haven been posting for like the whole week. it's either lazy/no time/nth to sayy. Ok actually there's lots to say cos it's da sports day weeeeeeek. But dun blame me too much and appreciate this kay (:

12th July 2010
Nth much happened on Monday.

13th July 2010
Wheeeee 10x80m D div' relay ~ 1P ppl in order of sequence. Roshini, Sher Sia, Abi, Xiang Lan, Mabel, Nadia, Siyi, Me, Shian Chun, Azrin. Damn exciting can ! When siyi passing baton to me she refused to let go so she ran past me. at first i thought it was my fault that i neh take the baton, (i still do). but anw we lost a few seconds >: Then 1S was super fast. and 1C was like 1 second behind them ! Pro. ohoh at the end azrin was chionging. and it was damn close to charlotte. But azrin won :) ! heheh so we got 3rd for that heat and overall 4th. omg sadded. then talk abit and went for training. the attendance that day was kinda damn fail man ! only a few poor sec 2s and one sec 3 and one sec 1. until we came, that is.

14th July 2010
Ermmm, Jarinda, Celine, Zoeee and Qian Yu had event. Poor zoe fell and scraped her knee. tripped over celine uhh. thenthen uhh they did well :D ~ and traaining felt kinda slacked cos there were damn little ppl agn due to sports day, marina barrage and more sports day. training ended early. and thenn we went to watch them :B ok luh qian yu only cos the rest finish alr. budden lotsa bad things happened. so yeah. kinda a sad day >:

15th July 2010
Thursday. Yesterday. Training cancelled for some reason o-o Then i take over fatin for 1500m cos shes not feeling well >: i srsly duno whther to go cos the ppl are like super fast. but got class points. so i went to run with qian yu and amanda. if under 8.30min i will run. and the timing was 7.37. but thinking abt now, if i got smth like 8.20 and i went to run, i wud srsly have died. and become like one of the last. gosh >: anw i decided to run for the class points :D

16th July 2010
Today, 1500m. i was freaking out. goshh. ran with zoe and qian yu. they were damn fast. zoe could have been faster if not for her leg injury (refer to wednesday). and it was raining so it's even more pain o-o ! qian yu didnt stop and she got 9th (: zoe got 12th i got 13th i think. i duno whther to feel happy or sad. for now i feel pathetic ._. but anw i broke my own record so i shd be happiee. oh yea for the c div' nurul got 3rd and amanda got 5th :D ! yay bballers are awesome. but the first for sec one is like porbably 5 min + ahh whatever (: ohoh then we went to watch long jumps. they all super pro but their jialiao is super scary. "pain is nothing." god. one girl cracked her ankle and i think he scolded her (did he ?!?). anw it was super bad. but all 3 of 1P's jumpers got into the top 8 :D Mabel, Charmaine, Laura :> ! And then one time laura jumped i think it was quite good then she was so happy she jumped ard and totally messed up the reading O: ! it was damn omg luh ;O and then the proest one of them all broke the record by o.o2m i think. super pro luh goshh. went home with trini and azrin (and zoe?) aft that. we were discussing bball stuff hehs ;P bballers are damn awesome. ilovethem :D

throughout this process of heats alot of trackers cried i think. becos they didnt beat their own record or smth. gosh they really give themselves alot of pressure and push themselves so hard. no wonder track is niche.. damn scary but sorta good too. cos liddat they will keep improving.

kay done i think im gonna do geog and sleep (:

bye dears ^^

Gahhhhhh,

I'M GETTING FATTER.
went to the cp to return book just nowww. due today luh. and was forced to buy food bread and such -,- wth luh. then now when i'm not hungry i keep eating just becos there's food. why the hell did i buy stuff. why can't i freaking stop eating. where is my self-control ?!?!? fuck this. i hate how horribly i manage my life. foood is my frenemy. goddamnit >:

it's 1130 and i justtttt took out my first piece of hmwk. wth right. maths patterns. gosh why do i suck so much. i have to take control of my life and not just crapping sit there and get fat. oh how i hate myself.

anw i replaced the tagboard becos i think that's the main reason i am obsessively stalking my blog :> the tagboard is the only change there is, isn't it ? well that's what gives me smth to look forward to i guess. so please bear with the screwed up tagboard for my entertainment.

sheeeesh guitar lssn tmr but won't get the results so early i think? maybe in 2 weeks. not that i have much hopes on it ): i screwed up big time and i know it ,_, booohooo bang ><

Shall end my 2nd post of the day here.
Night peeps ~

Hihi :B

Went jogging today :D yay me. Today is the day to make a change i thought, (lol) :> Ran 3 rnds at anchorvale dere and amazingly it appeared to be 3.9km o-o hmmm. that's srsly suspicious. But w/e luh :)

anw wasted like 3 hrs looking for a blogskin cos i was bored with the riddle of red ~ i have high expectations :D like eg.
1. The tagboard part must now be in specific colour cos idk how to change the colour x)
2. The width must not be so widee cos i want my posts to seem longer ;P
3. Layout must be centralised.
4. Must not be in entirely black and white. (i mean, it's boring yknowww ~)
5. Preferrably the scroll down type. altho i chose navi the last few times and now ;>
etcetc. (yeah i'm picky right :D)
so now it's this curiositykilledthecat thing which i think is kinda cute :D but the tagboard is so screwed (ok not rlly). and i duno how to make it to the centre. so.. i'm gonna remove it :D yayayayay. and it's dying anw. where have all the nice people who tag my blog gone ? ):

ohyea and the drug windmill is so fun to make :B ! and it's hypnotising O-O whahahha :) ~ ok i shall.. do some hmwk now i think? afterall i alr wasted half a day doing up the blog. so appreciate the change my dears (: gahhh no one is onlineee. i think they went lulu's party. rawr my mum dun let me go >: so im bored now. OHYEA MY LIBRARY BOOK IS DUE TODAY. crap it. gotta return it later.

Bye Dears ^^

Yo. Haven been blogging cos i have not enough to say :B ( i like ma posts to be long to show that im not slacking :D rawr i write in pt form kay. i wanna sleep ;>

1. Today was okay.
2. Pop quiz for maths kinda crapped. i duno the y = mx + c ;{
3. Ms Begam explains conversion better than Mrs Toh.
4. Completely screwed Lit pop quiz. Half of it blank. Other half guessed.
5. Spent too much money on food.
6. i am going to fail Oral of any language.
7. Didn't getta go for camp facils selection. Sheeesh ):
8. Watched heats with Trini, Siyi, Celine, Zoe, Azrin, Qian Yu (:
9. Siyi is damn good. She cheers for ppl that she doesnt even noe.
10. Realised how fat my legs are. Abnormal. Ugh.
11. Basically my parents went to sch for a talk with Miss Fern of abt 10 mins. With generally not much content.
12. No one is tagging my blog ):
13. Finally finished Animal Farm. -SCREW NAPOLEON. I LOVE BOXER :>-
14. Tired.

Night (:

changed how?
too bad you're not mine to hold.

Yo (:

Guitar exam overrrrrrrrr :> ! yayayayaya :D don't know the results yet. can't say i did very well. But still.. IT'S OVER. yay omg so happy :D ! I mixed up 2 scales and made some mistakes. I know for sure my aural is screwed. And my sight-reading is totally ughhh ): But that examiner was quite good. At least he played it again (: blehh :P i srsly hope i pass x-x ~ i mean, OMG LET ME PASS :P

Haiish my mum dun let me go bball ): Sian one lor. wth nvm -,- gahhhh there's sch tmr and i didnt even touch my hmwk like wth. Do i even have hmwk ? hmmm. Nevermind ;P anw there's training tmrrrr ~ and my fingertips are blistered and my arms are aching from practicing guitar like hell ;> heheh. but i hope my last minute chionging pays off ):

Shd i go forr P4 camp ? i scared i dun get chosen sia ): They didn't choose me for P5 camp.. Rawrrr i wanna go with fran ): Haiishhhh i feeeel likeeeee doing stuff.

Ok Bye.

Today, my guitar teacher was absent. The relief teacher told me that I was playing my scales wrongly and certain parts of the song had to be repeated. She then implied that she thought I would fail. I have been practising for 6 months and my exam is tomorrow. FML.

Go Jade.

Hey.

Today was totally unhappening. Like seriously boring o-o but there's no hmwk for the weekend :D ! i think. ohh but i have to at least start on the ilead proj. gahh crap i have like 6 mths left to do it zomg. nononono >< ~ geeeesh i think the only fun part was going home. no msp today cos mdm zetty still sick oh ~ ): wanted to go home with jarindaa. then it was raining. we didnt bring umbrella. awesome right. butbut, zoe and trini also going home :D ! so share umbrella. Trini's one a bit spoilt but still can. And zoe damn awesomely smart luh ! umbrella auto one also duno how to open sia ;> ! tskk :P so we walked and talked and got repeatedly drenched. like no umbrella liddat sia. my blouse nearly whole thing wet. and my skirt, has this WEIRD shape of un-wetness in front. and my butt shape behind x) cos it was covered by my bag ma XD had a harddd time closing zoe's umbrella man. and trini asked me to keep/throw away her umbrella. like LOL. keep for what. 定情信物 ar LOL. if im her new mistress then im her 3rd woman sia hahahah ;> (jarindaa ish second :) k then went home. and i watched hptx for the whole day zomg o-o ! at 11 alr ~ :)

k done bye ^-^

i think i change my stand too easily. i get affected too easily. gahh i rlly dun like this abt myself.

Helloooo;

Had training today (yay im saying this agn). 3 days in a row, every single week O: tough much ? but yes, cedar bballers are awesome ppl who will not attempt to pon training ;> So yeahh today is the last training of the week. Whichh means we have 4 days to slack :D hahah (: just now 1 on 1 i suddenly stop and hold the ball. i have no idea why. i think my brain is fried man. i didn't even need to stop :{ jiaolian say sometimes i still cant control the ball properly. Rawrr :B gives me smth to work towards tho (:

Today was kinda slow? i kept saying the f-word during science cos tchr keep chging the slides so fast! gahh was super pissed. but control yerself JADE! & i thought maths was the last period. cos it felt like it o-o did some grp work thingy abt patterns and i understood approximately 40% ._. grped with mabel, siyi & uhhhhh, andrea .. so yeah.. shd start paying more attn in class cos im super sure i'll fail smth soon if i dont. gahh i suck ~ and then we did some grammar practice in english. simple i guess. i think the tchrs can do much cos many ppl are at syf ~ JIAYOU TO THE PPL WHO ARE PERFORMING FOR SYF :) it's this saturday. anw was playing with siyi's domo. it's crapping cute. charmaine probably thinks im crazy cos i keep talking to it ;P so yeah shall stop soon. btw this is the 3RD TIME im typing this post. COS OF SOME STUUUUUUUPID HTML ERROR. ugh. this better work. last but not da least,
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY MY DEAR DEANNA ~ stay awesome & iloveyou always :D !

k byebye :B