erm. hello.



I'm just... tired yea.
Someone once asked me how many percent of yourself are you in unfamiliar places/situations/people. She said she would be 50%. That's pretty fair, I think. I think everyone has an outside character and an inside character. That outside one could be the 50% you always show, to everyone, familiar or not. It could be the way you act or the standard quirky things you say or the small talk you'd have been accustomed to laugh at. The other 50% reveals itself slowly as you get more acquainted to the other party. 6 levels of relationships so they probably are uncovered 5% by 5% or depending. But I think there will always be some reserve no matter how close maybe at least 5% to keep to yourself yea? But it's an honour to be able to see the vulberable sides of others so you should definitely treasure it. Eg. Fear, sadness, jealousy, anger and yea weird and crazy too. Probably varies person to person, but for me I always keep jealousy and anger cos those are the weakest or present the weakest sides imo. Man idk where I'm going with this hahaha.
I remember vaguely ever mentioning how I don't like the use of the word memorable to describe events immediately after they happen. I mean c'mon, you will never know if it really is memorable until later on, when you well, remember it. Recently I've been getting so 健忘 like everything also cannot remember leh. Idk why man maybe I'm just not paying enough attention but even I'm not sure what's on my mind...
It's such huge compliment to be recognised as 'fiercely loyal'.
Thank goodness for this ride to rest my mind for a bit
Happy birthday mei ily la (ew) hope you will never see this
Maybe idk love but needs no words. You mustn't hold on too hard or it'll asphyxiate. Too loose, it evaporates.
Sigh
