It's been 3 days. I'm really tired never really valued the relationship I have with my bed like I do now.

There's just something about me I can't put my finger to that is seriously flawed. It seems to have writhed its way through the good and ingested it all... somehow. I need some revitalization.. Some change, although I really am contented now, don't get me wrong. Something refreshing and new, (I mean something intangible btw). It's so.. Sneaky you know? How your wrong choices quietly turn into big mistakes turn into bad habits turn into a huge gaping hole in your morals. It's scary how little control we actually have over ourselves, or how useless we are at resisting change.. Maybe it really isn't meant to be denied.

On a side note, new subjects teachers' very first questions often include "tell me something interesting about yourself" and I am ever so horrified to realize there really isn't anything "interesting" about me here, not anymore, anyway. Only serves to dissuade me from trying to leave a remotely pleasant impression. Oh well, why bother right..

Time for more information nobody cares about! Bought new shoes cos the new balance one SUCKS feels just like running in heels ya... Excellent choice for training hahahaahha of course I'm kidding. Aasics have early a special place in my heart so... :-> even if it's a hundred and eighty six bux.... Lol jk what choice did I have it was from the men's section I really cannot afford to let it fail the spot check even if I do I will just keep wearing it until they give up on me. Bought a new pursey too maaaaaaan it's bloody cute hehehehehe. I shall not show you :b

P/S: my toe nail smells like a graveyard and a dumpster and maybe 3 decomposing hyenas