Watched in time with you again sigh it's really good still really good it's like the perfect perfect story I wish I'd written........... I don't think I'll be able to fall in love with just anybady now I need to find a guy best friend secretly love him~~~~~ just kidding! But seriously.

Anyway just 16 days to sec 4 left and what's standing in between and more freedom is the large pile of barely touched homework but I can't say I don't thoroughly enjoy this holiday~ having lots of fun with my social triangle (square!) yeah and it kinda literally feels like nothing else matters oh well heh. 2 more weeks to an entire year of slogging. I could've used this time wisely to buck up but.......... It's too late now ain't it? I choose not to regret :-)

Anyway, December 21st in two days. I remember when I first read about the world ending and getting so so so worked up over it because I sincerely believed it true. But I soon realised it's the same anyhow, maybe the life I'm living is the fullest, I might never know. What I do know is that I'm quite pleased :)

Someone mentioned yesterday that I used to chiong into MRT trains if I could to get home as early as possible (I mean seriously) and looking back now, I've really had what you call a 沧海桑田 change (?) ok maybe not, I'm exaggerating. But as someone else said, it could just be me. I think I used to be nice, genuinely nice (I still believe so [i at least know myself this much ok]) and now I've gotten meaner~ maybe it's fate maybe it's just.... Inevitable, that's what change is anyway~

It's my sister's birthday today :-) as much as I don't say it I do love her I guess. Happy birthday mei you will never see this but it's ok~~ I hope you study hard and don't become as playful as me. I'm not exactly a 好榜样 anymore but yea :b the two little ones are my cousins heh. (and my sis is actually really pretty unlike me)

This is a happy post~ I know because I composed it in a few minutes therefore the content is as true as true can be :D

On a random note, my ankles are really useless I sprained it again today playing match ugh I really hope I get in or...................... I don't know. But I just find it funny how my mum thinks I might become crippled one day it's just a sprain mum..

Bye :3