Wish I was allowed to feel whatever I feel.

I don't understand how people can become anorexic I mean doesn't the idea of an insatiable appetite just put you off? Well hat's off to them, because I sure as hell can't do it.

In fact I eat. And I eat a lot such that I am almost never hungry. But of course this comes with a million side effects I guess what with the extra weight and impending health problems maybe.

But I can't help it. It's release, somewhat. Over consumption doesn't exactly feel great but it does something, I'm sure. Do you get that wobbly uneasy nervous nausea at the pit of your stomach sometimes?? I do and it doesn't make me feel like eating but I just eat. It's like I'm spiting myself for nothing or trying to stuff myself to death (wish I could starve myself but no).

I don't know what to do all I can do is eat.

Argh whatever let me just stop whining bye

P/S: Hope I was of help, btw :3 everything will be fine.