I don't think you're supposed to angst up all the time. It's unhealthy, not to mention unbelievably weak. But it sure as hell feels better than suppressing anger all the time.

Been rather angsty of late. Over stupid things like weight and too much work and what not. There's so much to do and I just get all tensed up and pissed off at myself for being such a failure but it's not contributing to any improvement at all. Rather, it's hindering my progress sigh. So exhausted everyday from doing virtually nothing. How to start chionging like a mugger?? I really cannot ah seriously.

On a higher note, it was really really really good to crap with stephy ytd heh :) She is so so so talented, that girl is. Ah well shall stop boosting her ego in case she sees this heh. And have been spending more time with the bunny which is a good thing :) But productivity is forever negative with her.. Should've gone to study with jar today cos that would've been productive (not to mention yummy too) but had to take IC photo.. Mafan one leh~ going to make it tmr finally! Might meet rosy there haha.

Who I am who I am who I ammmmm.

Short and contentless post. Shall start work now.. there's so much to do I can't imagine /sigh. Only 3 weeks more, until I can be completely disappointed with myself again. But also 3 more weeks to finally being able to relax and catch up (hopefully) without much rush. And maybe a picnic, jacket, karaoke and definitely some yoghurt ;) nothing much goes on in my life but drama i honestly overrated I wouldn'[t choose anything else.

Also, seriously considering dropping MSP.. but I can't bear to. Sigh. Oh and you know some little things that happen to inject a surge of faith? Had one of those today, am thankful :-)

Bye fluffies.