Burns out quickly.

Hmm you know the feeling when you are sure a friendship is moving on to deeper waters. It's a nice feeling, one of my favorites. Scares me too, actually. In a literal sense it's a lot like boating. Definitely more thrilling with greater risks and all but easier to drown yea?

English EYE in 2 days, yknow? 2 days. I'm in this state of controlled fear. I can let it go but I don't think being delirious would be much of a help, really. I can choose to disregard, but that'd just bring me back to nonchalant square one I've struggled so much to get out from. So yeah, releasing a daily dose of pressure everyday might help.

You know what is nauseating? Smokers are disgusting. An ungracious society is disgusting. Competitiveness, selfishness, hypocrisy is disgusting. Superficiality is disgusting. Oversensitivity is disgusting. Oily food is disgusting. The word disgust is disgusting. Weakness is disgusting. Nonchalance is disgusting. People are disgusting. Children are disgusting. Infatuation is disgusting. A narrow mind is disgusting. Mediocrity is disgusting. Fats are disgusting. Procrastination and laziness is disgusting. Pettiness is disgusting. Looking down on other people is disgusting. Over reliance is disgusting.

I'm disgusting. But you know what? So are you. Our generation is beyond revolting.

It's getting to me, our world is.