Rock Climbing today & i climbed to the top for once hehehe! 12m yay! :D Think it'll be a very different feeling the next time? Once you clear something there's a certain unexplained motivation (obviously) heh. Anw had lunch with the kids for like 3 hours (as usual) hahaha sogurt's become a saturday ritual.. and saturday being my cheat day........ #pigforlyfe.. Lenas with mum and dad for dinner oh gosh and it wasn't that bad until my daddy insinuated a horlicks milkshake i think that thing had more calories than my whole meal put together.. and you know how i am with food with stuff inside; it's like digging for treasure. Drank half the cup sigh one of my life's biggest regrets will always be not fattening my sister up with more food..

So my mum mentioned something in passing about how it's impossible to make the 'right' decisions because obviously, you wouldn't know if they were the right decisions until you make them, would you?

And I do agree. Firstly you can never be absolutely sure what the 'right' decision is. Things work out differently for everyone, at every different interval of our lives. If you calculated the probability or the exact same thing happening to the same person at a different time, it's probably be negative infinity or somesort (just trying to sound like i actually know what i'm talking about here please don't mind me) Then we rule out the chances of learning from our mistakes too. So you make a wrong decision, fine. You reflect and promise yourself not to commit that same mistake again. What are the chances of you being teleported into the past and choosing the right path instead of the left, the sandwich instead of the steak, Poly instead of JC.. (you know what i'm getting at) What are the odds of you repeating your past? Literally zero. And then what is the point of making the 'right' decisions all the time? Do we really exist to avoid the pain of being wrong? If so, the human race is a failure, really.

Here's what i'd do. If i encounter the same situation by any chance, i'd make the wrong decision again. Who's to say the wrong decision won't be the right one this time? Since you already know what you'd end up with if you'd made the right decision, why not make the wrong one again? (i realise this sentence does cancel itself out somehow) Take a chance bro. Since your mistakes define you, choose your mistakes. You can't regret your regrets if you choose to regret can you? (yup i am whirring into incoherent mode please start ignoring me and delete this crap out of your mind)

I conclude this post to be a failure because I have lost the mood. Cheers to turning effects of forces~