Met Fran today!!!!!!! Yay my life is made :-D hehe no luh but really happy so see her haven't met up for so long wanted to during the hols but sigh busy and poor time management of course.. Oh well :) miss her although haven't see her for so long it's not awkward or anything I think there's so much to say because we don't usually communicate hmmmm. And sometimes I just wish for someone who doesn't know anything to know everything... Heh. Just wishful thinking I guess.

And today was rather hmmm~ late in the morning didn't get to run so guilty D: had belaying during jogging (more one to prepare for height and weight heh) and invest during collab! Invest is really.. For us to anshuang only hahaha if you're not a leader would you honestly care??

And training.. So slack but I just suck ugh kept making stupid mistakes and idek what. There's really no other explanation than being completely insufficient. Not a good enough opponent for Trini too sigh and I guess my lousiness was partially to blame for jiaolian scolding her again.

Maybe I can't write well cos I'm not emo anymore 0: I just want to read and write and read and write and do things and go places maybe play sports and be good at something I want to be gifted hahahaha

Wonder if there's surprise tmr? :) haha I won't be gullible and I won't be disappointed. And sigh I shouldn't have hinted my birthday to so many people it's really not my style now i feel like some kind of despo :-( part of me hopes for at least some presents/wishes tomorrow and part of me hopes for nothing nothing nothing it's kinda embarrassing don't cha think.. But all I want is just a good day :-)

And it occurs to me that I should've gotten up earlier to do my MSP today cos I'm obviously going to die tomorrow sigh stupid expectations why am I such a bad student I am going to disappoint cikgu again WHY and I need to lose weight too I am ballooning (for the lack of a more nice sounding term hahaha Azrin) but for now I just need a good scrub.

Oh my house is like dying too. No water and aircon's down idek how to survive sigh thank goodness for world peace and lack of wars.

Bye I guess 8b