Omg blogger is a bitch ugh every single time I type stuff it has to destroy everything grrrrr.
Anw I had a really nice long rambling paragraph just now of which I do not wish to retype sigh. SEE??? What if you just had a great moment in your life and you record it down on blogger but it fails on you and you lose that memory?!?!? Technology is unreliable. So well, hi new reader :b also I gave directions to a good looking dude just now score for me :B! And I think I do look smarter than usual in my checkered shirt ;) here's a picture of the cuteass fluff I have (not sure where it'll appear cos like I said I'm using lousy ass iPhone blogger..) guess I should complain too much it's not exactly attractive.. :P oh I rmbed sth mean I thought of just now. Underbite actually makes you look like a slightly mentally challenged rabid dog.. Ok don't take it the wrong way it's cute but not exactly flattering to your appearance :b #judgementaljadey is on a roll today don't blame meh ;) and I actually practiced guitar for a long while just now cos I feel bad for my guitar teacher who has to coach such a lousy student like me.. But he said there was improvement so hardworking does pay off :D I am rather egoistic nowadays I think it's a bad thing but it does add to my negative confidence level to that is good I guess? (self consoling heh) I really don't fancy becoming everything I despised though.

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On to my birthday before blogger does on me again~~ every year 2nd august evokes a certain passive excitement yknow? It's quite a happy thing cos people around me treat me better than usual so I'm rather pleased :-) this year was no exception although I must say, the excitement was relatively lower hmm. Nonetheless, woke up to 3 messages.. (yes I have a severe lack of friends actually) haha kidding. But really happy for their thoughtfulness one of which was rather touching :') but I died a little in the morning; though thankfully I'd been mentally prepared - told myself no hopes = no disappointments (yep as usual) so yeah suppressed the disappointment (yes that damned emotion managed to worm its way into my head sigh) with a smile it was fine :) ohya surprised me during recess (not so much of a surprise there haha..) and had to give some cake away cos it was too much.. but the cake was good and my team was good too :) took a Polaroid with them it's my favorite one so far!!!! (again not sure where the pic will appear blame blogger) sum up the day, 3C sang to me twice and ms began ms Goh and ms meg wished me too :) oh msp class sang in Malay heh and cikgu made me do a speech sigh #embarrassing T-T

jar :)

So artistic! :P

After school~~ spent the day with jaxuan at sogurt heh (yes this girl has SOOO many friends and still took time off to spend her day with me huh so thoughtful :b my first time at sogurt and we shared a huge cup heh! She treat meh (really need to get that kid to stop spending money like water..) and we were being complete mountain tortoises taking Polaroids and failing hahahaha really do miss that girl :') here is one of the fail ones and one of the pass ones.. (ok sorry I didn't know where you had to direct your lens at..) but it was a day well spent definitely! Made me feel much better :)

Oh and finally a cake with the family :D

can see her eyes for once hahaha

Ah then 3rd August sports day! A good day :) can I just skip past all the details and tell you about the good parts can I can I!!!! Oh but first~ there was cheer and was really looking forward to seeing mabel in a skirt and embarrassing herself but she was actually really pretty too in the make up! Here's a picture heh.. (I seem like a peso but only this once!) I think her make up was best when I first saw her in the morning cos her eyeliner was drawn just soft enough to make her look like a pretty cat.. Heh. Then ole cheer had some technical difficulties = no music D: was so afraid steph would break down there and then but yeah.. The teachers are such mean asses.. good job ole cheer anw! So proud to be in ole need I mention we won house champs too? :3

this disc cost $160..

And and and! I thought we were just going to get pepper lunch after the whole thing but jar said she had something to collect and had to be there at 12 sharp or it'll be given to someone else.. And I gullibly believed (as usual) so everyone hurried down to parklane mall and voila! Surprise surprise, photoshoot for my birthday?!?! ;D here are some of the best pictures... (photospam today whoops) and then!!! We all took a jumpshot at the end and used it as our fb dp!!! Hehehe everyone says we cute yay! After all this while, ohya is still the best :) hope my birthday wishes will all be fulfilled? Hurhur. However, price was checked wrongly and the cost was $160 for an hour so.. Quite a hole in the pocket but definitely worth it definitely 8D



So yeap to sum it all up, great birthday :D although things aren't the best they can be.. They're looking up. So yup thank you for the wishes everyone I appreciate you making me feel like a princess for a day :3 next outing national day? Maybe karaoke with themad6? Heheh.

On a side note, I really cannot seem to write well anymore there is no feeling sigh how sighh sadness seems more human I guess happiness is too ordinary a feeling? The words aren't flowing water more like cubes of dry ice evaporating into nothing.

Bye! (yes pictures do make things look much prettier)