hi kids! <:

need a happy (or at least normal) post to brighten things up around here!
I AM NOT EMO. i think people who think too much about weird things tend to sound depressed all the time........ maybe i am, but it's time to be happy.

happy. i guess you can only really be if you've never been sad. but then again, if you've never been sad, you'd not know happiness. you only acknowledge the peak of happiness after you step out of it. that is the sad part. therefore, happiness is sadness. HAHA i don't make sense

but oh did you see how i just delved into emo again? da shit i need to stop this man. and live a little moreeeee~

had training today! for the first time after 3 weeks or so? wasn't as horrible as i made it out to be, thankfully.. but i was late D: yknow i'm always late for everything; late for guitar lesson, late for appointments late for school. but i've never been late for training (i think!) this is a first D: sigh wanted to sleep at 10 ytd loh! but had to upload that thing sigh and must must must upload by today so i slept at 3. and woke up a 730 when we're supposed to be there at 730. *self stab* felt guilty when i saw them playing 5v5 heng they didn't do the horrible stuffs at the start.. played man then rest then played zone then rest then played half court. no surprise, still stiff as ever over here. but i dribbled today so.. #achievementunlocked hahaha ohmy i'm pathetic. then of course, something pretty D:< happened but i shan't talk about it here...

anw i welcome a new reader today! haha i don't usually give out my link cos that's like "hi this is my blog, read it, know everything about me!" but maybe that's just me heh. but well i've known her for 8 years already and i do trust her so, hi if you're reading this! <:

blister blister ankle ankle. the side effects of training taking a toll on me already le poooooop. in hindsight, i must've been (no, still am) a complete idiot to sprain my ankles thrice in a span of 6 months. complete blistering idiot. so many problems now; hot pain cold also pain. walk also pain. run also pain. jump also pain. definitely not those ouch-it-hurts-so-much-i-want-to-die kind of pain but it's pain all the same. legs are jelly tired now i can't tell if it's the pain from that gruesome toe blister or just exhaustion. i'll have to go with both.

and homework? really haven't done anything other than my bio paper......... study date today was utter failure we ate and then ate somemore HAHA. so i guess i'm pretty much screwed for life? :D don't really hope other people also never do but rather hope the work gets magically done.. sigh sigh i honestly see no way to finish everything else in time. holidays are for resting and rest i shall. screw responsibility for once *smirk*

oh does it feel good to be talking about other things rather than the boring ass daily realisations that i get. i feel.... HUMAN AGAIN. hahaha though i really do wish i'd be the happy and gayshit thing i was before but that's probably too much to ask and i should be contented with what i have now. i used to be really happy, but really sad too. regardless of whether you want to know, i'll tell you one day. please just listen :)

• i love my mummy. she is really nice and cute (bought me gummies ytd whoop!) i want to spend more time with her. yay :3
• i think i've brave enough to read the midnight library now! :D hopefully...
• my arms are really so god damned fat i can't even
• and i'm so sorry i promised dates with people this holiday and i really really wanted to go out with yall but my lousy ass time management obviously doesn't accommodate other people.. >:
• prolly going out with da team tmr? HOMEWORK time <: and comm dinner whoop.
• i've really changed, huh? :|

bye says happy kid :)