sometimes i'm just really proud of cedar. i just think that we're really amazing. how do we manage to do so many things on our own?

so. highlight was CGT of course. in hindsight, we really kinda sucked i agree. stage presence not there and we were unprepared. not to mention my voice being not good enough. she didn't comment on my voice.. that must mean it didn't appeal at all. aish this turned out to be a mistake. but definitely a good experience with the kids :) hope i manage to somehow regain my already minute amount of confidence hahaha. join again next year? idk but like so throw face ><

and then yeah the tending of the stalls and all was ok~ woofball was fun! hehe push push shove shove splash splash! :D on a side note, kinda don't feel like dropping out anymore cos they're such fun people! but well i think i won't make the cut either so.. D: i think i don't deserve it but aishhhhh and we've come so far!!! and ah that dumb kid gig left her macbook in the garnet! felt guilty for not helping her take *sigh face* then was gone later so panicked abit but luckily was with mrs ouyang~ cedar is a safe place :D hahaha

and yeah, looking back on this term, very happening. been so busy and irresponsible. didn't manage to fail anything. i don't know what i'm gonna do with my life anymore. can't wait for motivation to slap me in the face looks like i have to go in search of it myself. so i'll start now. so much overdue hmwk. need a 2 year break from life man.. finally, i've been taking too many things (people) for granted. i better start changing before iruin my whole life.