✏ i'm scared.
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Fear.
Boundless, abundant, uncontrollable, insuppressible fear.
i'm freaking scared. of what? i don't even know anymore. everything. what if what if what if.
what if. endless possibilities, so many ways of dying of guilt. as if i don't already do everyday. i can't stand this. gah endsjvsdnvu. freak.
how do i move on without letting go?
i'm freaking scared of wednesday. i'm freaking scared of doing anything wrong again. i'm freaking scared of the day you'll give up. i'm freaking scared of giving up. i'm freaking scared of unforgiveness. i'm freaking scared of living. i'm freakng scared of you.
help.