Holding on to what i haven't got.

A good friend to too many is a horrible friend.
i can't let you down. i can't let you down anymore. i can't let you down too. i can't let you down either. but i can't choose. i don't want to. since when did being happy become so tiring? everything has to do with everything. let me carry the burden of my mistake alone. go away and be happy. one day all of you will leave me anyway when you finally realise i'm not worth your time. i'm trying i'm trying. but it's like trying to failing. oh hey, i remember having this problem ages ago hahaha apparently i still haven't learnt.

i still care, but so what? i can't hurt you anymore. 永远长不大.

i want to eat & i want to sleep.