sometimes,

somethings just make you realise how much someone means to you. i don't blame for what you're doing. in fact, i don't even have the right damnit hahaha. and sometimes it is the right thing to do to wake me up. sometimes these methods are made for people like me. i rather you all leave than keep getting yourself hurt over and over again. comes a point where you realise it may not be so worth it after all. perhaps now, maybe now, why not now? now is better.

and one day, if you stop caring, just remember. i do care.