HellOes~ Peace Out~ (see? that was so random)
This is a real post. Like finallyy. i couldn't bear for my blog to diee perhaps. Anws, i made a secret wish. I hope it comes true. Actually i'm not quite sure what i wished for. Is it...? Or is it...? i really want it. But what is that i want?
LoLs, fran also put the same message as me in chinese. i guess we have the same wishes, just differing a tiny weeny bit. Like, getting slimmer and stuffs. We are pretty much fatties, me being the fatter one of course.
hmm, as much as i noe, life sucks. Life is just an eternal dedication to homework. Haiiz. Seriously, i think i purposely do my homework slowly to spite myself, make myself have a hard time, cos i kinda STRONGLY DISLIKE myself. Oh wells, i don't give a freaking damn ;DD [Myy pet phrase xD] Today had little bit of homework only - a freaking miracle! Thank goodness for the little joys in life.
*Sigh* talking about homework reminds me of school. School, reminds me that we changed our teacher...To Mrs Siow. i swear they replaced mrs yow with mrs siow becos they wanna make us sadder becos their names rhyme. i mean, not that i don't like her or anything. But i ( i mean we, our whole class, i think, ) would give anything to have Mrs Yow back. Every teacher refuses to tell us anything, like what the operation was for, why she is resting for so long. i mean, for goodness sake, she is our form teacher, TELL US SOMETHING WOULD YOU, i think we have the right to know. i wonder how she is now...
Today mr yeo talked to 6A about crappy stuffs. PSLE and stuff. Not much of any interest. You wouldn't wanna noe. i got this freaking feeling that our class will not do very well becos we chg teacher. i mean mrs siow is good, detailed, but diffferent from mrs yow. She really shouldn't stick to the time table. If she still does, i doubt we're going to make it. Becos mrs yow teaches us all the subjects like SS, HE, Art so she cant just use the periods to teach. BUt since mrs siow isn't in charge of all these. There will be lesser teaching time. So, don't count on 6A to get wadeva 285. Won't happen. hmm wad else...erm... *Thinking*
Oh yea! Today was the last day of the YAS programme. It was really quite fun. Sadly, last session le. But anyways, Happily, our group highest points!! YAy US! So the prise (pencils) got orange and blue. 3-3. I wanted blue, but emmanuel, julia and brendan took. I really dun wan orange. So i snatch with emmanuel. But didnt get it. Then later when he not looking, Julia go exchange his with mine. i was like YAY. But he was like unhappy. i was like sorry... but he ignored me. i hate it this way. i really really hate it. If you show that you're angry i wont feel so bad. But indifference is worse. ArGhs. Purposely make me guilty. Crap. Dunno why my guilty conscience to easy to 发作. Haiiz, i was like guilty guilty guilty. Then later walking home, me and emmanuel taking same route. Then i was eating the Panda biscuit (anothr part of the prise), he ask me for one. I readily gave him. Anything to make me feel less guilt-ridden. i asked him whther he hated me for taking his pencil. He said no. Made me feel better a little more. But not totally. A tiny bit of guilt is still there. See, me and my soft heart.

P/S: Mrs Yow, Get Well Soon! We miss you!!
P/SS: i really really hope that my story will be published. *WisH Wish WiSh*